It's almost full moon, almost Aries, almost equinox. Here in our mountain home, it's almost sunny, almost warm, almost time to get clean and get out of the house.
Al-most - so close - I can see it and smell it and - almost - feel it.
Though when I'm down about where I am, it's not where I almost am cheering me onward - it's where I've been. "Last year this time," I whisper to myself, "last year this time Be still loved Scrub and Scrub still lived here and so did LilSis and I had just quit my day job and BigSis was in the dark end of the tunnel."
Now? All changed.
BigSis is in - thank all the goddesses and gods - remission. LilSis has her own place, Be grew up some and Scrub got evicted and dumped, and I've made it through a year of self-employment. Not evicted, car not repossessed, and if, financially, it was not the right decision, spiritually it sure was.
All - most - even some of what we want / need / expect - I say: thank you.